I have learned not to take people at face value. It is always important to look for subtle clues which could lead you to a person’s real character. One of the things that I learned here in Germany. A smile directed my way may mean that you are friendly but, it doesn’t translate that you are “mabait”. Never again. I have been disappointed so many times that I’d rather be skeptical in the beginning. J always tells me “to stop being so German”. I can’t help it. It’s a form of self-preservation.

Same goes for former friends who have disappointed me big time. Sorry but, I refuse to be altruistic for someone who has deceived me and has lost my respect. Oh yea, kissing my ass is not going to work either!

I can almost hear someone say, “there goes AnP again!”. I know, I know! I should stop blogging like a petulant kid.

I do try to be nice, though. My friends can attest to that. Just that I always have to have an opinion about everything. I just can’t keep my mouth shut. I swear, one of these days, I will be in deep shit for acting like this. Especially, since I am exactly the same with everyone. You got that right, I even have problems with authority. I remember my very first Japanese boss here at F. At his farewell party, he told everyone that there were moments when he didn’t know anymore who the boss is - he (him?) or yours truly. It is sooo me to always answer back. Again, how old am I?!